going to visit sister and baby in one week, baby is not a baby anymore as she is an abnormally tall 4 year old. i just want to cuddle and sleep in bunk beds for entire stay. she's going to show me new dance moves and i will teach her a few bad words to tie her over until we meet again. then we'll stay up till midnight watching Dora the explorer movie and eating ice cream. we shall squeeze hands in excitement for mickey and minnie ice capades in detroit. what fun!
i ve fallen back in love with sufjan stevens, he makes me inhale and exhale in a correct manner that is healthy ...the first person to find me his xmas box set wins my love an admiration for at least the next 5 years, who knows maybe even forever.
CHRISTMAS MY LOVERS! SOON THERE WILL BE REINDEER! (not reindeers that would be poor speakage)
Tomorrow im going on my first plane ride ever...this i am not fond of...planes i do not like. Thanks god i have my mummy and Babo to go with me....but neither of them have ever been on plane either.
at this point i dont know whether to direct my nervous breakdown towards this or the actual reason im going to Newfoundland, for exam itself. I think ill most likely combine the two.
maneater ~ from the dance class next door..good song though!
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and all that i've got is scattered like seed, and all that i've know is moving away from me.
these last 3 months have been so so low, but i can almost taste the end of this negative karma that i seem to have been punished with. apparently i dont deal well with change, there has been far too much and it has been all too constant these days.
The other day i had my tarot cards read, they indicated the incredible support system built of friends that i have. and its true. i do have incredible people in my life. and i m sorry to everyone who has found me in a shell the last little while, i know some of you dont know why or maybe you havent even noticed.
This saturday im writing my blasted OSCE practical exam in NFLD. im pretty nervous and not so confident about how ill do on it but im anxious to at least make a stab at it and forget about it until the new year.
Next week is starting over, recharging and accepting the path that im on, im looking forward to it, this will be good.
Christmas fun here i come!
game nights , christmas movie nights, food nights, knitting, reading real books, quality time with all specialtons that i love.....
YES PLEASE!!!!
(oh, and probably a little wine consumption in there too....or alot of it!)
Q: Whose bed did you sleep in last night? A: mine, and drews
Q: What color shirt are you wearing? A: beige(?) with green and white paint splatters and unicorns
Q: Most recent movie that you watched? A: high fidelity
Q: Name two things that you have on you at all times: A: my jenn chain and my toe ring
Q: What color are your bedsheets? A: blue little plaidies
Q: How much cash do you have on you right now? A: 80 bones thanks to my lovely auntie
Q: What is your favorite part of the chicken? A: my family insists that i love the leg but i think they just always gave it to me b/c noone else wanted it...so the breast? i guess
Q: What's your favorite town/city? A: as of right now probably paris, although ive never been...but when it comes to the ones i have been to i really love montreal and of course my halifax forever and ever
Q: I can't wait to...? A: move in to my new apartment and start my new job! oh my god its killing meeeeeee...now now now!
Q: When was the last time you saw your mom? A: sunday maybe?
Q: When was the last time you saw your dad? A: march 7th ..thats awhile ago...
Q: When was the last time you talked to them? A: mom, about an hour ago...dad, probably march 7th
Q: Who got you to join myspace? A: hmm noone in particular , i think i was intrigued while reading a livejournal somewhere
Q: What did you have for dinner last night? A: jasmine rice and soya sauce....blaaah
Q: Is Tom on your friends list? A: nope..i thought he was some creepy guy who added me
Q: Whats the last piece of clothing you borrowed from someone? A: i dont often borrow clothes, over xmas i think i borrowed a belt from alana
Q: What website(s) do you visit the most during the day? A: myspace, livejournal/blogs, peilocals,
Q: Do you have plants in your room? A: no i need some, want some
Q: Does anything hurt on your body right now? A: theres a tag digging into my side from my jeans
Q: What city was your last taxicab ride in? A: c-town
Q: Do you own a picture phone? A: no..i am anti-cellphone...actually my sister told me a story the other day of a patient of hers whose ear passages were both burnt from the screen and using his cellphone too much, and now he has severe hearing loss...let this be a warning to all of you
Q: What's your favorite Starbucks drink? A: gingerbread latte!
Q: Recent time you were really upset? A: today i was upset about telling work i was leaving, and also that i cant go see my boyfriend's band play in antigonish on saturday
Q: Would you have a problem if your friend went after your ex boyfriend/girlfriend? A: depending on what ex it was , but probably not for the large majority of them
______Worst________ 1. Time of day: just when i've woken up i HATE waking up 2. Worst day: rainy days and mondays always get me down...actually i like rainy days alot 3. Food: olives , unless theyre on pizza 4. Memory: when cankee was so sick we didnt know if shed make it
_______Last________ 1. Person you saw other than family: allison and matt while leaving work 2. Talk on the phone with: drew 3. Kissed: drew 4. Text Message: see above regarding cell phones
_______Today________ 1. What are you doing now: this, listening to music, watching ER, waiting for bobbie jo to come over and watch the OC (werd to multi-tasking) 2. What are you doing tonight: watching the OC with bobbie jo, hug eddi, worry about giving job leaving notice, shower 3. What are you wearing? grey american eagle jeans, aforementioned shirt 4. What did you eat for lunch: lasagna and cesar salad
________Tomorrow___________ 1. Is: friday 2. Got any plans: go to work tell give my notice, cuddle with drew, cuddle with drew and hopefully do that somemore 3. Goal: dont worry about giving notice, dont be so sad about not going to st. fx 4. Dislikes about tomorrow: giving notice, more thinking about not going to st.fx, drew works 7pm - 3 or 4am...this is getting repetitive.
________Fav's__________ 1. Number: 14...these are silly questions 2: Song: oh dear...too many but right now i guess ill pick rise up with fists-jenny lewis and the watson twins 3. Color: green maybe 4. Season: fall 5. Letter: J? 6. Holiday: thanksgiving or christmas...they both feel good
1. If you were an outsider coming into your room for the first time, what would you assume about you? im a messy girl with a very tacky identity crisis
2. Did you tailor your myspace to fit you or to prove a point to people visiting your page? i guess to fit me , there really isnt much on it
3. Are you irish in any way? i honestly have no idea...who isnt on pei right?
4. What colour are your socks? no socks
5. What's your desktop right now? an a softer world comic
6. Last magazine you read? spin
7. Most recent artist you've discovered? the most serene republic i like a lot right now
8. Last concert you went to? does the cashmere disciples count? sure it does!
9. Do you want to change the world? of course
10. When you walk into the room, do people notice you? i would think not, but im not other people
11. Do you have political views? to an extent
12. Do you write poetry? no i remember trying when i was in high school or something and i think i was horrible at it, my mom would tell me it was great though
13. What's your favourite lyric at the moment? song lyrics are hard to drag up i guess And you too will go just like the dog days do,I'll put on my hat, my gloves, my scarf To keep the cold apart But there are no hats, gloves, scarves for the heart Just a cold wind which leaves its frosted mark- martha wainwright
14. Your view on anorexia? its sad...what a weird random question
15. Something you would like to win an award for? music (will never happen), massage therapy
16. Posters on your wall: paris, amelie, one shaun painted of ryan adams, kandinsky circles, 2 yo rodeo posters, a picture that belonged to drew that he gave to me for my birthday last year and now is ours, a painting i did of the exact same picture that i gave to drew
17. Something really spontaneous you've done that you'll never forget? i'm not particularly spontaneous. so nothing i can think of
18. Keep a diary? lj kind of, paper diaries are so much better though
19. Name a great memory of the summer (any summer)? drinking wine at tash's then puking on her lawn and going to babas, shoreline was nice, swinging at the playground with drew at night
20. Do you consider yourself a daredevil? ha no way
21. Want any tattoos? no, i used to but it passed i think
22. Something you're terrified of? birds, school buses, fire, suffocation, never seeing someone i love again,
23. Last time you laughed till you cried? probably sometime when me and tash said something terrible and inappropriate about someone...going to hell yes
24. Last time you played 'knock & run'? not for a looong time
25. Last time you ate pizza and what was on it? two saturdays ago, extra cheese, italian sausage, hamburger while watching mad hot ballroom..sooo good
26. Last time you hid behind a door to jump out on someone? today at work , i tried to scare angela
well that was a lovely waste of time, i hate doing these things, but alas...
sooooo as of may 1st ill be moving ...to victoria row!
ive driven myself crazy its all i can think about, this summer is going to be fantastic, im even allowed to plant a garden on the roof and when you look out our living room window the first thing you see is the jazz band stage. I havent been this excited about something in a loooooong time.
****************************************************************************** oh and tomorrow night (friday march 24th) The Cashmere Disciples (drew, joel, phil and spencers band) are playing in the finals at the campus music explosion at the wave...if they win they go to st. fx for the next level....theyre awesome and so much fun, so if you have the chance everyone should GO! GO! GO! starts at 11 ******************************************************************************
tonight the roomies and alanna (who counts as a roomie) went out for spaghetti and bread. god damn BBQ'd bread is good especially when eaten with superb people.
Today was one of those days that makes you forget all the things you've been chewing your nails and worrying yourself to sleep over.
Oh miss spring...thank you for the breath of fresh air, you've made me inspired, driven, excited and anxious (in that pee your pants greatness kind of way).
i got my hairs cut, and finally i like it ok, i think its a little keren ann-ish, if only i could make it look how its supposed to.
came home sick again today. the troubles of being a girl has caused me to miss out on birthday cake. im sad about that. HAPPY BDAY JANETTE! im sorry i couldnt be there for the fun.
janice comes to pei tomorrow! yayaya its been months, we will hug and squeal and have some laughs about the people we used to know.
theres talks of a party here tomorrow night or something, you all can come i would like that.
tonight i had a much needed trivia session with tash and shan i was so happy.. i wiped the floor with the damn free beer questions...i won 4..yeah 4 ..thats right baby..i havent been out in public drinking for awhile.
we saw a license plate tonight that said "OBEY GOD" ...my mind blew, and now my face feels buzzy.
my boyfriend is incredible..my friends are beautiful
after a bit of a hiatus i think im gonna give this a try again...so to do a brief updating of the past few months:
summer came and went pretty quickly without all that much excitement for me..i had a few good nights out but the rest of my days were spent scooping ice cream, packing fudge and selling tacky anne of green gables spoons, jewellery boxes, mugs (the list goes on and on) to rude tourists who didnt know the difference between stratford and nova scotia.
i reached a low point when i found out my licensing exam in toronto that will finally allow me to work on PEI as a massasge therapist was full, and there wouldnt be another chance to write one till at least march. im fine with it now and have decided its best to put a positive spin on it ...i could use the study time and cant really afford to write it right now anyway. So for now im working at Old Navy , which i actually dont mind at all, its pretty fun, the days fly by and i get a lovely little discount.
found 4 of the best roommates a person could ask for and a new home on pei, the last place i ever thought i would be a resident of after i found a career...i guess thats what happens when you meet a cute awesome boy that makes you squeal your face of everytime you think of him. and i have 3 cats...3!!!
all in all, im super happy and very content with things as they are at present! Although i dont see my friends, family or boyfriend as much i would like, but were all a bunch of busy bees so its a-ok..it just makes the hang outs all the better.
I called in sick to work today , my dad sent me over iced-t that had black floatie thing in it (hes trying to poison me) my sister brought me one of those fruity cake things from superstore, you know the ones with the kiwis and strawberries that noone ever buys but you always drool over when youre hungry, and my mumma sent me dairy queen...AWESOME!
Jenn K. made my day by postcarding me from dublin, my little irish pixie, oh how i miss thee!!
EDIT(June 17th): Well apparently my celebrity sighting completely sucks. I was just informed by Andrew that NEIL YOUNG flashed him a grin while halted at a stop sign in Peterborough. No fucking competition there, id trade a Rob for a Neil on anyday of my week. Thanks for putting my story to shame boy.
My 2 year old niece has just informed me that jesus doesnt like me...or her... or Eddi, and she doesnt like jesus either. She also said she wants to buy a flashlight to scare him away.
He apparently likes my mom however, and my sister only sometimes.
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